Do you ever get those days, that you have so much homework and so much on your mind, instead you end up shopping, taking a nap or watching tv? I’m trying to avoid all my stress
"I pity the woman who will love you
when I am done. She will show up
to your first date with a dustpan
and broom, ready to pick up all the pieces
I left you in. She will hear my name so often
it will begin to dig holes in her. That
is where doubt will grow. She will look
at your neck, your thin hips, your mouth,
wondering at the way I touched you.
She will make you all the promises I did
and some I never could. She will hear only
the terrible stories. How I drank. How I lied.
She will wonder (as I have) how someone
as wonderful as you could love a monster
like the woman who came before her. Still,
she will compete with my ghost.
She will understand why you do not look
in the back of closets. Why you are afraid
of what’s under the bed. She will know
every corner of you is haunted
I think it’s pathetic when people show off the money they make off of drugs. I also think it’s pathetic when people think they’re cool because all they do is smoke all day, everyday. Is that all you have to do with your life? Yeah, i smoke once in a while but I don’t understand people who “can’t” go a day without getting high. Seriously, the only thing you prove people is that you’re a loser. I hope you’re making your parents proud that way.. because I’m trying to make my parents proud by getting an education, and actually doing something with my life.
I know I’m not the only one who feels like a failure. Everyone goes through it, but i never imagined myself actually being a failure at this time in my life. Looking at everyone’s life makes me look at my life and yeah.. My life is shit.